Today is the day I finally start posting. haha! I've been really scared because I want to make the most perfect blog, but I don't think that matters all that much.
These past couple of months, I've been really looking for a space online where I can just freely express myself without any barriers or limitations. The closest I've found is Tumblr, but it's just not cute enough for me. I want a space where I can fully express myself, yet I just feel so limited on there. I'm also just so tired of Instagram. I like some of the model and artist I follow on there, but outside of them, I just feel really bored on there. I find a bit more entertainment on Tik Tok and have thought of posting on there, but I hear that everyone is super judgemental on there and it makes me so scared to post.
I'm trying to take a more casual approach on here and just really enjoy myself. I love to write and I really want an outlet outside of my own headspace to express myself and maybe connect to people with similar interest and hobbies. I really love to journal, play video games, and read. I'm hoping to expand more on these hobbies and share them here with you all,
Also, I've been so obsessed with Gyaru fashion, but I'm so scared to really start indulging in the fashion culture. I feel like I will mess up and everyone will hate me. I've been experimenting a bit with the fashion and make up and I'm having so much fun with it. I crave to embrace gyaru culture, but I really am just scared of taking that first leap forward. I feel like I never know enough and I'm really scared of being bullied. I hope to open myself up more soon.
I hope no one minds my ramblings. I really do jump around all these different thoughts and just blurt them out whenever I type. It feels very therapeutic to just puke all my thoughts out in a way.
I have lots to share, but I'm still trying to build my confidence in sharing. That's all I go for now and I hope to share more with you all in the very near future!
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